::Memories That Are Not Meant To Be Forgotten::

2009-03-31T01:35:00.003+08:00

had a once in a life time cycling trip around the east of Singapore.... we (me, Dear, kai. yu and Andy) started to cycle from east coast park and went to the coastal PCN(park connector network) den to changi beach and to changi village for lunch. due to yu nd to go off for her meeting in the evening we cut down on the dist we are cycling.

this is the route tt we suppose to travel:

but we cut down to travel Loyang and past temp and to simei lastly to bedok back to east coast park to return our bike. we start from 1130 and ended everything at 6pm wad a long dae of cycling we had

The onli worst thing is tt i got sun burn for the first time as we cycle in the afternoon sun but i consider myself as getting a slight sun burn unlike dear and kai who got burn till todae still pain and the skin is really veri red.

this will cfm remind us to bring sun block next time we go for cycling i dont wish to get burn again as the feeling of the burn skin is super hot juz like someone use a lighter to burn ur skin.

hope to have this again and if so will be another part of Singapore and i hope next time we will have a 3 days 2 night cycling event tt will cycle the whole of Singapore.. haha....

2009-03-19T23:19:00.001+08:00

Results are out on the 17... hmmm not bad... still can get a decent grade haha... anyway my grade juz cant cmpare with JH where she score so great... congratz to her and hope she get the course tt she likes in Uni... heex... have been finding for jobs for the past 2 weeks and still cant find one... wishing to get one quick or else... hmm... haha... ppl who noe mi noe wad is the or else... heex... kkz la back to job hunting... if u got any lobang plz let mi noe ok... thanks.... heex...

2009-03-15T02:13:00.003+08:00

Hi all... sorrie my blog has been turn to private for a period of time due to some stupid incident tt has happen but now everything has been fine...

since i haven blog for a period of time den i will quickly wrap up a few things... firstly is to wish all NYP 06 batch all the best for the results tt is coming out on the 17 march (next wed) and hoping tt u all will be scoring gd grades and see u all in the grad day somewhere in may... and oso all the best to my friends which is oso grad in this yr all the best too in getting gd grades...

my relationship has been rocky since the start of the yr and has also cap size once but manage to get back on board and continue gg through the stormy seas.. and i will always think tt nth will be the same as the past but it will be BETTER... haha...

exam are still alright as there is past yr paper to ref but for log i din do the past yr paper so i hope nth goes wrong for mi in this last sem... haha...

currently gg for a certification for MS Server 2005 and will be taking the exam next week so hope i can pass tt cos the total score is 1000 and the passing grade is 700 haha... so it means i got to score at least 70% to pass... think i can ba... once pass this cert will be an add on to my current Dip...

went to IT fair todae guess wad i saw when i reach there... lots of ppl??? YEA OF COS... haha... lots lots lots of ppl... and had a hard time walking...but when walking dear dear and i saw this gal whom clothes is already showing her shoulder and oso showing some stuff tt is no suppose to show oso but she can still carry on walking with a super moody face... i donno wad happen to her but u all can make a guess... haha... bought a new bagman bag for $35 and it comes with a shoulder pad and a small pouch... lol and bought a 8gb Memory stick for my PSP, 100 DVD -R for burning shows... dear dear wanted to buy a iTouch but not enough cash... hope i can get a job fast so tt we can share cash to buy one... heex.. this yr IT fair the products price are so so nia... lots of ppl there but buy de not much compare to the previous IT fair donno is cos of the economy or is ppl gt nth to buy liao...

hmm... oya... i oso bought 2 little hamster for my dear dear as she likes it so much and wanting to buy it so juz bought the full set of stuff with the hamster for her lor... hope she loves it lots... heex...

lastly... Next Sat i will be having a cycling event tt will be cycling around the East of Singapore...interested parties PM mi on msn of leave mi a msg on the tag board...

ciao... night...

2009-01-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Yes i finally 守得云开见月明了... the hard times for mi and her in the RS will be over real soon but the wave of studies have juz crash onto mi... i have to actaully study for a test which is tested 8am in the morning... haiz...

wed meeing SBS for the meeting about the bus shealter thingy so wed afternoon will be gone as well... thurs for enter presentation and fri KM submit... haix... stress... hope things work well for mi in studies too...

*i promise to nv hurt u again...*

2009-01-17T12:22:00.003+08:00

why does people always lose something b4 they will learn how to cherish it... there is a Chinese saying that says "失去了才懂得去珍惜". i find this phase is veri true. it is juz like how i am now... back when we are tgt we told each other that we will not take this RS for granted and we will try our best to maintain this RS till the dae we walk on the red carpet. but after like 1 yr or so things started to change. i start to take it as though tt she will always be there for mi and i dont really nd to go about maintaining this RS and i change to a person tt i am not like tt... i dont scold gals and dont make gals hurt but i did all onto her... i noe i'm sorrie for tt but things have already happen i can do nth about it oso... i tried to return the ring to her but she sae no as she still have feelings for mi and all she wanted is to separate so tt i could learn to be a better person. but on the other hand a strong opponent is coming my way to get her from mi and this guys is actually my friend. whey i sae so is cos when we have prob at the start of the yr he is the one tt tells mi to get her back and he step out of this whole incident but once dear dear wrote on her blog tt she is single but not available the next dae he told mi tt she is not the type for mi so dont waste my time on her... this i jus so like too coincidence. i start to find tt my class is planning some stuff to make mi lose everything and at the same time get dear dear aways from mi... i nd some light as to how to get myself back... all i nd is to get myself back and i have a better chance to get dear dear back to mi as well but i noe my chance are slim and i will be waiting as i promise you in the last post. this like i got to get myself back up to settle my notes first so post another time...

ps. dear dear i really love you veri much... i will wait for u and i will change... i PROMISE.

2009-01-17T02:32:00.002+08:00

why do things happen in the way tt i do not like... in friendship or relationship... i tot of introducing my gf to my classmate is so tt when she got prob and i'm not around there are still ppl to help her and y does my friend went to like her... and this jan 2009 is not something nice for mi to go through... i got a "break up" with her and my friendship is gone... y does things always happen in the way tt i dont like... i really wish i can be like wad i am last time when i first met her... y i juz can accept the fact tt this RS is already like this and i got to start all over again if i wanna to get her back to mi...

she promise mi tt she nv took the 1 yr 7 mth of RS for nothing and i noe she mean it but juz tt i got this classmate tt is like much better den mi tt is gg after her... i donno if i can win him anot... i actually can predict wad is gg to happen... i once predict tt mi and her will break up one day and this happen... i really hope one dae i got a prediction is tt mi and her gg back tgt again... i hope to get her back to mi within 2 mths cos i dont wanna us to be apart for too long and this will like make us hard to get back...

my promise to her todae is even we "broke up" in mi i still treat her as my GF and i will nv give up... even i gg to work, study or have training overseas i will still wait for her... to mi i have already take her veri seriously le... i really wish tt we can be back tgt... i really hope so... and i hope god can bless us to be back tgt again cos i really wish to pay back to her all the hurt i gave to her... i feel really down now but i cant show to her how i really feel... i guess this will be the onli place for mi to release all my sorrows ba....

forget the past, cherish the present, and hope for a better future this is wad i believed in and i will hope tt she will bet back to mi one dae... god bless..............

2008-10-02T09:10:00.000+08:00

tired sia... after months of IPP, FYPJ and now working i feel as if i'm gg to break down any moment... the lack of rest as i working at tues made mi like a zombie every morning when i go to work and being a owl like mi i'm unable to slp early at night even though i feel tired... thinking of sch is gg to start soon i actually felt happy rather den stress or sad cos i noe tt when i go back to sch the timing will be more flexible den working as i nd not every single dae wake up at 7 in the morning...

but if my timetable is like my yr 1 sem 1 den i will onli sae i sway as tt time my time table was everydae 8am in the morning start lesson and got 2 days end at 6pm , 2 days end at 4pm and onli 1 day end at 12...

i'm oso hoping that i will have enough cash to go for my driving lesson as my parents will not be sponsering mi for this but they sae they will sponser mi for uni so i got to work harder towards tt goal... and i oso nd to save up enough cash to go genting after the last sem with one of my sec sch classmate but if any of my class ppl wanna go or QTSS pals juz let mi noe we can still go tgt de... more ppl more fun...

so i here wish everyone all the best for their next sem and hope u guys will score a better grade...

2008-09-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

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2008-09-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

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Bz Bz Bz days

2008-09-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm finally came to the bz days of wad i wanted since i started work... but do u believe that i Bz till i dont have the time to even go to the loo... haha... maybe now den they noe how fast a worker am i... haha...

anyway sch starting soon le... gg to be stress and fight for the result for the last sem... is like juz another 2 week den sch start liao... heex... finally got my pay ytd after many calls to Recurit Express for my pay... but the amount like abit not right so still waiting for the pay slip to cfm...

ytd met Kw out for dinner and oso she have been telling mi tt she wanna make ookies fir his BF when he ROD frm BMT this week... so sweet right... donno if i got such stuff anot... tonight gg out with dear dear to celebrate her friends b'dae so hope she will be happy tonight and i wish her happy b'dae and all the best and may all her dreams comes true...

A Step nearer to my licence

2008-09-19T13:09:00.000+08:00

ytd went to SSDC with jo and HP to take the BTT(Basic Theory Test). For those who did not noe wad this test is for, it is a test that required to take in order to be able to get a PDL and this PDL is use for the driving lesson and to pass the BTT, there is a total of 50 question and u are not allowed to get more den 4 mistake or u will consider as u fail the test therefore the passing grade for this test upon 100 is 92% which is super high.

so congratz to mi, of cos i pass la, and oso to Jo that we pass our BTT ytd... now i'm juz hope tt i can manage to clear my TP test either b4 2009 of by 2009 end jan and get my licence out b4 i got enlisted into the NS... So now is juz waiting for timetable to be out so to decided when to start taking the lesson.

ytd after our test tw fetch us to tao payoh lor 1 to eat botak jones. din really noe he got his licence till ytd... oso congratz to him too.. haha... hope he dont spend too much on petrol as i heard tt he donno hs way well... *jk*... we have a great night ytd as we long time din meet tgt le... and oso of cos we oso tok about the enlistedment stuff... abit sian thinking about tt but den early go in early come out ma...so might as well get the ass in and den get it out den at least will be a free man at the end of the day...

about 3 more weeks to sch reopen... thinking wad ppl will feel about this... but personally for mi i think is ok as i abit tired of my working life liao... so BI0608 see u guys when sch starts le worx and oso all the best to all of u for the next sem...

joys of Hope

2008-09-17T12:36:00.000+08:00

i have just received back my result ytd and i was really hoping for 2 As on monday night... was really veri worried about it... when the 12am hits the clock NYP E-Services hang and to ppl i noe no one is able to login into E-Services on tt particular day... even some of my friends manage to login it show a Intenal server Error or show a ASP.NET Server Error page. seriously hoping NYP can upgrade their servers sia... haha.... anyway was a great joy seeing i got 2As and my GPA went up by 0.2 to 3.068... lol tot can have 3.1 but anyway got improve veri gd liao... and oso congratz to TW who oso got 2 As... i think he should have more den juz A... haha... he put in so much effort into his IPP and FYP...

so done with result now for my job... a slight change to my job as i started to get things to do and is not so boring but den when there is nth to is really boring as i onli sit and stare at com or cupboard... haha... but my pay still have get in... call up recruit express they sae i hand in late so onli on the 22 sept den i get my pay... money money money... i'm broke now le sia.......

tml will be my BTT... feels like i'm gg for an exam like tt... haha... anyway tonight thinking of studying with my dear dear for my BTT tml and i wish i will pass on first try den no nd to waste time waste money... all the best to jo and hp for tml BTT oso... jia you hopefully after the test we all go out to celebrate the pass of our BTT... heex...

*hopfully u guys will see a change in mi when next sem start*

Mummy Birthday

2008-09-10T08:56:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to celebrate my mum birthday at one of the air-con zi cha at Alexander Village...b4 that i went to tiong to collect my cake tt i ordered on last fri. it was a fruit cake which look veri nice. so after i collected the cake i went stright to AV. lucky enough i manage to get a table in the air-con section and i waited there for 45 min for all my family members to reach... lucky dear dear was with mi if not i oso donno how to spend my 45min of time at tt place itself. so we order the food, we order a prawn ball, golden fried pork ribs, mamide chicken, claypot tau fu and samba kang kong. the food was not bad so is recomemded to go there to eat juz that the service there is abit as there is alot of ppl so it take quite some time for the ppl there to serve u.

after the dinner was the cake cutting time we took alot of pic juz that is is not avalible not therefore i'm not uploading it. the cake overall was not bad juz that the chocolate is not veri nice, got a funny taste and is tt kind of oily kind de chocolate.

after the dinner, i send dear dear hm. we walk pass mei ling st and to strlling rd to reach the queenstown MRT station. we have a fun time walking tgt and dear dear slp on mi during the trip frm outrum to her hs.

tonight gg to her place to install her HDD to her lappy and oso install the softwares and got Ikea meat balls to eat... yuppies... looking forward to it.

*early in the morning hear tt stupid person voice feel so sian and angry*

2008-09-09T09:15:00.001+08:00

cool i'm now using one of the add-ons in firefox to do my blogging whitout logging into blogger. hmmm... my dear dear have been saeing why so long din see mi blog liao is cos i lazy t blog and nth to write oso. but den ince todae i nth to do while working and wanna try the new add-on i will make a post.

since after my FYPJ i have been thinking of my result hoping it will be a gd one as i nd this sem result to help mi into a local uni and the result will be out on the 16 sept hope everyone will get the grade they wish for.

IPP pals i oso hope u will get a gd grade frm DSTA too. all the best to all.

18th spet will be my BTT i'm now abit scard about it. for no reason i'm not scard for the past 1 mth but i'm scard now... haha... nd to study hard liao..

now about my job during the holidays... i'm working in Radio Holland Singapore (RHS) which is doing something like boat communication this sort of stuff... the ppl here is not all gd... some are which will still sae hi to u when they see u walk past but some will juz treat u as a piece of glass... and some worse... they treat mi as malay when i'm not and toking bad about mi in chinese thinking tt i dont understand... haha wad a joke right. the last day i will let them noe i'm a pure chinese... lol heex...

tonight will be celebrating my mum birthday keep on changing places here and there but anyway she happy can liao... is her birthday though.. heex after work nd to go tiong to collect cake den go to AV there to eat dinner. hopefully ca get the air-con place to eat tonight...

ok back to work liao... when free will blog again using this add-ons in firefox call "ScribeFire".....

2008-06-23T08:49:00.003+08:00
finally understand wad ppl feel like in typhoon and how does typhoon feel like. On sat my family, dear , parents friends and families and i went to changi beach for a BBQ and have decided to stay overnight as my dad will be drinking and therefore is dangerous to drive back hm. when i reach there my dad went to fish and after tt we went back to the pit to eat.

it was already 7 plus when we got back to the pit to eat and we all have a happy night eating and playing. dear dear was tired so she went to the tent to slp at about 1am but i still stay awake till 3am b4 i go to bed. juz went i went into the camp it started to drizzle and i went out to secure the tent b4 i slp. after that i tot will be a gd night slp for mi but who noes it started to rain heavily and the tent began to have water getting into it. and to worsen the condition, strong wind was blowing and cause the tent to almost flew off the ground. donno is lucky or unlucky tt my dad and my bro went to slp in the car to left my mum, sis and dear is slping tgt in the tent. at tt point i was onli thinking to protecting them and i really donno wad to do to make us better in the situation.

first time calling my dad and he sae u see wad i can do den the second time den he sae he finds ways to save us. he drove him car into the park and we ran out of the tent and went into the car. we totally dont bother wad is left there and we go to a nearby hotel to take shelter.

when the rain stops we went back to the pit to pack up the stuff and see wad have happen at the pit when things flew here and there. we manage to pack up most of the stuff and some were missing.

after packing up, my dad send mu dear home and we oso went back hm and i slp frm 10 to 7 at night and woke up with a whole body pain. haiz i guess next time i will not want to have anymore overnight BBQ at any where le unless is at chalet.

2008-06-17T08:40:00.002+08:00
As ask by ph to do this "quiz"

1. What I was doing 10 years ago:
I have already forgotton wad i did 10 yrs ago.

2. 5 things on my list to do today:
- complete my star schema
- do up my table view
- do up my bubble model
- do up my KPI's
- start doing my infoCube

3. Things I would do if I were a billionaire.
- buy a big apartment
- have a inverstment
- go travel round the world
- give a gd life for my parents and dear dear

4. 3 of my bad habits
1. tok big
2. too easy going
3. abit proud

4. 5 Places I’ve lived
- pasir pajang
- henderson
- bt mearh central

5. 5 jobs I’ve had
- mcd crew
- hotel waiter
- RSYC club waiter
- fotohub photo editor
- part time log

6. 5 People I want to know more about,that means you’re tagged! If you have time I would love to read a post about you.Let me know when it's up.
1. Cheryl
2. Jun Kai
3. Jia Yun
4. jie Yong
5. Pan Hui

2008-06-14T13:10:00.002+08:00
many stuff happen since the last time i blog... a few event... first is getting a 5 for overall performance for my IPP but final grade haven noe yet... hopefully my LO noe how to be a gd person and give mi a gd grade.

second is the FYPJ lab tt i went to is ETIC and they do SAP in the lab... most of u all will sae wad is SAP. SAP is a system tt is currently in demand for others and is not veri easy to learn i got trouble to learn them. staying in tt "fish tank" sometimes is abit boring but most of the times my lab-mates will create fun and joy inside to make the place more lively.

third is finally 1 yr have past. we have gone through so much of a big tide and Stormy weather and now is 1 yr liao... i will really cherish it de... on tt dae we went to serangoon to have a steak for lunch.. it is quite cheap as a set lunch onli cost $12.80. den we went to bugis cos dear dear wanna do her toe den we went to the cathay to catch a movie, sat watch movie is really veri pack cos every single time slot oso selling fast and left the front few rows which is not veri gd to watch movie den at last we choose a time slot which is in the middle side. the show is nice veri nice show... haha den at night we went to taka the breaks to eat the food there is nice therefore i recommend u all ca go there eat and the price is oso ok.

den on the following monday we went to watch kung fu panda... this show is a super nice show. if u have watch yet can go watch cos is a veri funny show... worth the price of the Monday to wed ticket price...

2008-05-13T15:23:00.002+08:00
officially 7 days to the end of my IPP... gg back to NYP soon... heard from a senior tt is gg to grad on wed this week and she is a perm staff in DSTA, she said tt our IPP working hours is from morning 830 to evening 6. this is totally the same as the working hrs in DSTA wad a boring thing to hear. but anyway since i'm gg back den i will nd to strive hard on my reminding mths in NYP to get a gd grade.

juz finish the IPP report and doing up the report tt is being given to us. but den since jo got so many things to be i shall not bother him to check my EL for this time onli but ask JH to check for mi. juz helping jo to reduce his stress frm his veri dear frenz of him who is working with him for the IPP. but anyway things are ending soon so dont bother so much.

happy 11th mth my dear... times sure files and 11mth have pass... have a great dae with u having dinner with u without hearing any studies stuff frm u is really something tt i always look forward to but i noe u still nd to study de la so is ok... our 1 yr is coming up soon le so hoping tt dae will be a better dae and a super fun dae for us and some more it falls on sat heex...

and lastly i would like to wish all may babies a veri happy 19th/21th birthdae and may all your dreams come true.

:: Pay Day ::

2008-04-19T13:07:00.005+08:00

yea pay dae is on last tues... was so happy tt i got my pay... heex... after i got my pay i first went to treat my dear fish market... tt dae we order a clam in buter garlic, baked fish in garden herbs and a flamming plater for one... the clam in butter garlic is nice the clams is fresh and the sauce is fantestic, but it cost like $9.90 with onlin 5 clams... abit ex la...the baked fish in garden is oso recomemded to eat... it is a veri healthy dish as it really baked it in foil paper with herb in it. the flamming plater is oso nice the the sauce on the prawn is the best and tt's my fav... the bill came out to be 60+ but with my dear dear posb card got a 10% off so pay onli like 55 like tt...

thurs got to treat my family to dinner but not those restuent tt kind... i bought 16 piece chicken back hm for them to eat... they enjoy it so much and esp is my grandma cos she love KFC chicken donno y but she juz love it... haha...

ytd went to eat sakae sushi with my dear dear as i crave for it thanks to TW who tell mi alot about sushi on wed...haha... anyway we went to eat sushi with teppanyaki it was a person 20.90++ as we got the student price... the teppanyaki is nice but dont order the udon in the teppanyaki menu cos it is the worse in it... the rest can. the best is the chicken... heex.. eat till real full ytd till walk oso got prob... haha here's some pic we took at sakae sushi...

after tt we went to singapore flyer to take a look at the place... we took quite a long time to go over there and we walk till so sweaty... haha but oncer we are there we look at the nice place is juz too nice the seneray there is nice... and onli when u are ther den u can see the flyer turn cos itis moving too slow so from far cant see... we also took some pictures there... here are some of it...

thought of th past

2008-04-08T22:43:00.007+08:00
thinking back... it have been about 1 plus month i din see my classmate le... it is stll like any normal sch holiday where we will not be seeing each other for like 1 and a half mth but for donno wad reason this time i felt the strong feel of like missing someone... the feeling of not having to jk around with classmate... suan su min ( sorrie for all the suan-ing)...toking rubbish with cy, eric, jo and tw...listening to lydia da dao li... michelle logical thinking... gy rubbish which always make ppl laugh... and of cos the rest... juz to have some flash back of the past when we first enter NYP during our orientation we were all veri quiet person and onli lydia is the onli one who will always try to make the situation to a more cheerful place to be in... it has already like 2 yrs ago liao... time flies... 2 yrs past and alot of changes has happen... things that made us forming stronger bonds tgt as a class... so much of a memories in this class.. anyway back to the happy part... i not sure how many ppl is actually reading my blog but if u dont mine leave mi a tag to let mi noe if u all wanna send the four person, tw, yx, mich and lydia, off on tt dae when they flying to beijing... hopefully will be a whole class...

past few week have done some things tt i have not been thinking of doing for a long period of time... i thing tt i'm crz about recently is swimming... donno y but most prob is cos tt time i went to the chalet and swim there tt somehow cause mi to wanna swim more... swimming is fun and i went to jurong east swimming complex 2 times to swim in 3 weeks and other times i went to delta swimming complex which is near my hs...

another thing tt i veri long din do liao is gg to jurong bird park... 2 sat back went to bird park with my dear and my sis... tt dae was fun and tired... i was so tired tt i almost did a spilt and scare my dear dear to the max... sorrie for tt... and one thing veri cute is my sis actually got chase by a bird and tt made her cry... poor things. i guess she have nv been chase by bird b4 but she chasing bird.. haha...

another one is i went to sentosa with my dear... should be the first time i went in there with her... it was juz so random tt i actually tot of gg in... tt dae was juz a normal meet up at vivo and while eating i actually tot of gg into sentosa... hmmm... donno wad cause mi to do so... but night time is veri nice inside... there is a place call songs of the seas formally was known as musical fountain. it was free in the past but not now... the price for the ticket for songs of the seas is $6...

IPP is half gone and my research work is gg to end liao... it is being said by by OIC on last mon tt we will be doing on coding on 14 apr which is this coming mon and we will be handing in our final report this thurs to conclude this whole research stuff... so currently is gg to be bz as i'm rushing for the report... for some pic tt i took at bird park and sentosa will be posted on my next post... heex and oso leave a tag if u are gg to send them off to beijing...

:: Working is boring ::

2008-03-28T09:08:00.003+08:00
hmmm... almost 1 month is gg to be over... happy... heex i think the others are thinking the same way as i do too... haha... this IPP is juz too boring and abit not relevant to wad we are learning. but i was lucky to have a gd supervisor who help mi to get out of the research work and telling mi tt i maybe having some coding to do and will be able to learn some stuff... todae i will be rushing out the Draft report and mon i will be having a meeting with the OIC plus demo on wad i have found. So hopefully on mon she will sae everything is ok and if tt happen i will be doing some others stuff and my supervisor have said to give mi some stuff to learn on software testing...

last week fri was an PH... was so happy as i no nd to go to work... so tt dae i meet up with kai to go to my dear dear church for her super fri stuff... hmm overall is fun and sorrie to sae tiring as i nd to stand for veri long cos they singing song ma... but is ok la... is fun tt dae... dear dear dont angry worx... after tt she nd to go to work and kai and mi went to jurong east swimming complex to have a swim... the entrance fees there is ex as we paid $2 for it compare to last time the 50 cents... haha... we swam for like 3 hrs den we went to play the slides. it is SUPER fun the first time i went into the slide i was like so blur on when is it gg to be the end and by the time i noe it i'm already in the water and with some water into my nose... we laugh till like mad and said tt we go for a second time. the second time cos i noe how does this work so i sit in the slides with my body lying flat on the slide. this help to increase the speed when i slide down and this time more water get into my nose... haha so fun la... after tt we went to the jacuzzi for a sit and den we went off to shower and have our dinner and walk all the way to boon lay jurong point to shop shop abit and we went hm around 9 plus...

the next dae as normal i whole body was aching and who noe tt i got fever as well... i dont noe how on earth i got it but i got... but juz a mile one went off b4 midnight tt dae... thinking of gg to swim again tml... hopefully it will have fine weather tml as these few dae it din rain... so pray hard and oso pray hard for my dear dear to be able to get the bird park tickets... heex...

2008-03-19T09:04:00.002+08:00
yea... result out liao... heexxx... the long awaited result is finally out and it made mi so worried last night when my dear was checking for mi... cos we made a promise tt we check each other result and is not suppose to look at our own result ma... so was like last night e-service got high traffic and cos it to lag and when she sae my result is out i was like wad is it and she sae it lag till IE hang... i was... wad...... so super scared and worried la... so finally can see le and she sae i din fail anything i was phew... haha tot i will fail SE or MR.... so my result was like A for XML, B+ for ITIPJ, B+ for mobile, B+ for OS, B for biz com 3, C for MR and D+ for SE... current sem GPA i got 3.1153 and computed GPA i got 2.862 went up by 0.1 le... was happy... tonight i'm gg to eat steamboat with my dear and kai wen... but i went across a result tt is 4As, 2 DIST and 1 B... super la... haha... she is super super super gd la...

anyway back to my IPP... was still boring as normal... hoping this thing can end fast so yup tt's it... hope i can do better this sem to score better and end of post ba... nd to get back to work le.........

2008-03-14T18:30:00.003+08:00
week 2 is over officially... many things happen in this week either in personal or at work... lets tok bout work first b4 gg into personal...

working was quite unpleasant since we came in last week on the 3 mar 2008 but things started to have change dae by dae and i was even hoping to actually wanted to hand in the report by this week. Everything was find till todae when our LO came to visit us... we have a great tok with her she kept asking if we are ok here and those qn la... after she left we went to find the person who actually gave us the research to do so to ask him something... once we show him wad we have found out tt one particular program can actually do such things but den the veri first thing is tt he said was i think u all are testing this on the wrong platform and true enough we did cos we got a little mixed up by SWT and normal drag and drop so we continue to tok to him bout wad we found and all sort of stuff and finally he sae tt actually u all got a timeline and he draw the time line. in tt timeline was saeing tt our last mth for IPP is doing on some hands on stuff on software testing and those dae b4 tt... guess wad we are actually suppose to continue to research on wad we are doing. we told him tt getting a free stuff is not veri easy as free stuff do not really support automation stuff and we told him tt wad we actually found is required the user to actually code down the test script so tt we r able to do the testing. we sae we are not expose to writing test script and the onli thing he sae was use the net to find... there are many stuff on the net tt u can learn... WTF la... sp easy u do la... learning 4 programs in 1 mth and some more is doing something tt u do not noe... haiz.... so now wad we can so is try to search more to get some automated tools so t we do not nd to do so many stuff but for the next 1 mth i will be doing research and i happy or not i still got to do... IPP 3 mth 2 mth do research... F*** la.....

for the personal part...many things happen... frm my RS prob to my family prob... but basically wad i can conclude is tt for my RS is i'm abit too jealous of her gg out with guys and oso a lack of confidence... for my family prob is first communication down and they DO NOT ACTUALLY NOE WAD AM I THINKING... on wed night somehow mi and her got a little of conflict and cos of tt i'm emo the whole night and den the next dae... thanks to Ashly who tok to mi and tell mi tt i actually got wrong in wad i'm doing and cos tt conflict to happen... and tt night i met my dear dear to help her tp install her ram everything was fine and we din tok about the conflict at all i was so happy when i got hm but to mu surprise i got a big scolding frm my mum...saeing tt y do i nd to send her hm everything i go out with her if she noe is tt late she can jolly well go off early BY HERSELF and sae tt i do not actually care about the family everydae go out all sort of things... this is like wad the la i send her home is cos is late and i care about her safety and who sae i dont care about the family when i do so many stuff for the family... things tt i do tt is gd she dont see it... things tt i do tt is not gd... she see and remember every bit of it... so now wad la... making mi feel so F*** up the whole dae making mi cant slp tt night and onli sp at 3 plus when i nd to wake up at 7 the next dae to prepare to work...i really do not understand wad are they actually thinking... no matter wad i do is Wrong no matter wad my sis or bro do is right... i can might as well go jump now sia... haiz....

1 week of IPP

2008-03-11T22:17:00.002+08:00
one week of IPP have gone past and i found out 2 things.... first is the reason y does everyone is a muz to use tissue to book place and y does all working ppl love fri and cfm go out choing one... firstly in my last post u should noe how boring it is... but things have change since fri as the ppl in there gave us a deadline and oso told us tt we will be really doing software testing and not juz research...

so firstly i will tok about y does others always use tissue to book place during lunch... this is cos lunch time is seriously pack... and if u do not book place u will not be able to get a place to sit and eat and the ppl there veri auto de... see tissue on the table no one will take ur place de...

secondly on fri ppl in the office is veri slack and not veri serious at work and oso due to the 4 days at work is juz so stress and sat do not nd to work so most ppl will go choing on fri and make urself relax...

for mi i use my weekend by gg down to my family BBQ and gg to IT fair... this week BBQ is the BBQ tt i eat the least and i oso donno y and this IT fair i bought a ram, 160gb harddisk and Pinter ink... the stuff there is so cheap la...160gb harddisk for juz $105 and ram at $29 and my ink at $59.50 for 1 black and 5 colour... and of cos i met my dear dear and go tgt la... haha this is the onli time in tt week t can meet my dear dear la...haiz... so sun was really a veri happy dae cos i can meet her and later i brought my dear dear to have dinner with my parents... was happy tt dae hope tt she is happy oso... heex...

now is week 2 le... currently still alright so will post at a later date...

2008-03-06T21:42:00.002+08:00
hmmm... since start of IPP it have been 4 days... IPP as in my attachment can sae is tiring... everyday 10 plus can get on bed and slp le... next dae wake up 7am to get to work... i said the last post tt i got nth to do... now i got le but den i dont feel happy working there.. firstly the lappy there is running on a 1.73Ghz processor with 2GB or RAM and 30GB or harddisk space... dont misunderstood tt the 30GB is free for mi to use... the 30GB is den spilt into 2 drives, C and E, and the E drive left 3 GB and C drive left 200MB... this is sick as windows run in C drive and i do not have enough free space for it to run thus result to be lag...

tt's not all... if lag the most i juz tahan abit lor since my lappy last time crash i oso using a lag lappy ma... but the worse thing is when ever i start my com my wireless can onli connect to bout 2 mins and den DC... and once DC i nd to restart my com... so u can see tt i restarted my com for mre den 30 times todae till i sick of restarting and play games....

but juz a gd news... todae someone frm the office came into our rm to tok to us for 5mins... after a no one bother us of a total of 3 days... finally got someone came to tok to us... but for now the overall feel i got in DSTA..................................... SUXZZZZZZZZZZ..... is not a place nice to work in... super quiet and boring... haiz oso donno y i kanna this company... sian sian sian sian sian sian sian...................

back to research now..... wad a boring day................................

First IPP Day but a BORING ONE

2008-03-03T22:02:00.002+08:00
today is my first day of my IPP... was so excited when i leave hs todae thinking of wad kind of environment i will be in todae... left hs at 710am todae took a mrt to bona vista mrt meeting my another 2 IPP frenz... everyone was on time and we left to science park and reach there like 8am... was so early and i donno wad to do. so we decided to go to the cafe to sit and we go to the reception at 815 filled up some form and we were able to leave and go to the actual working place at depot rd.

first thing when we got there the personal took us to a walk around the building telling us where is the canteen and to get out temp pass after all these fun stuff we were brought to a rm and was ask to stay in till another guy came to tell us on wad to do.

we were den pass a notes on software testing and in the notes i saw something... SDLC, Use Case, Test Case, CMMI, etc... whoa... all this is my SE la... was like sian already le lor... and when the guy came into the rm and tell us tt we will be doing research on open source automated testing tool and oso show us some stuff.

now here come the prob... we r suppose to be give a notebook to work on but it is not rdy for use yet so we STONE for the rest of the dae in the office. we was so bored till playing tic tac toe in the office and we even do a countdown on the time to go hm... was super bored la...

haiz... i think i better pen down le is too late and i gotto have my nice slp and hope tml is a better dae...

chalet again!!!!!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-01T18:25:00.003+08:00
mixed feelings have gotten into mi todae after i sae gd bye to my classmate after the class chalet... i have nv have such feelings b4.

ytd i went down to the chalet at east coast park at 2 thinking of taking bus 197 there and who noes the whold ride took 1hr 30 mins... whao!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is really a long time when i reach there Michelle was saeing tt she wanted to swim asking mi if i wanna go. so i went with them to siwm...

at the pool i tot of juz having some time swiming and the rest playing with water... but it turn out to be a swimming lesson conducted by Jonathan and guang yun... they were really using their hearts to teach mi and hong peng, who are the one's who don't noe how to swim, how to actually move our hands and spotting our mistake while swimming... we all had a great time there in the water for about 2 hours.

back to the chalet they have already started the fire and not long after we get back to the chalet Ms Oh come down with her cute 3 little girls. we were all shock as all the guys who went swimming did not wear shirt and we were half naked in front of small kids... of cos we went to wear our clothes we can juz let the young learn the wrong thing.

after the BBQ, which basically do not have enough food, they started to play this new card game which if all the points add up to 21 points the person on your right drink if the points add up to be more den 21 points the person on ur left drink so we actually drank quite a lot of alcohol and maven and carl was actually "high". we all play till like 1 plus b4 the others went ot watch DVD.

a few of us did not watch as it was some veri disgusting movie so we actually went out to walk and we eventually ended up at bedok jetty. the four of us actually started to tok tgt but donno for was reason jo tok to hon peng mre and i tok to kai wen mre maybe is juz the topic is diff ba...

we took about 45 mins to walk there and 45 mins back. it was a fun night walk as it was really windy. back to the chalet we went up to watch abit of movie and after the movie end most of them is veri tired and wanted to slp but i wanted to watch the sun rise so this time i went out with hong peng and chen yao and we wanted to walk to bedok to watch the sun rise but out of the blue we started to see alot of rain clouds started to form above the skies and the wind is juz so strong tt make up the theory of it is gg to rain so we quickly ran back to the chalet as we do not wan to get wet and we oso do not wan to be stuck in the open for hours.

when we went back it indeed rain but it was juz a passing by rain which means it onli rain for a while.this time we could not go out so we tried our veri best to not slp but at 7 plus i cant take it any more and went outside the stone ledge to have a nap but i did not noe it is super cold outside and i really cant really slp cos of the comfort and the weather. we check out at 10 plus 11 and went to parkway parade to have out lunch and oso took alot of pics...

after lunch we all got to go le and here comes the mixed feelings i said in the start of the post... it was a kind of feelings that make u wan to cry but u noe u cant cry and it is like we suppose to be happy for them as we are gg for out attachment and this means we are graduating soon but i juz have this feelings of reluctant of my classmates and thinking of all the goods times we had tg as a class and now we are not gg to have it for like 6 mths this is really something i will really really miss... the bonding and friendships with all my classmates is really something tt is veri precious to mi...

Monday I'm starting my attachment le hopefully everything went well and hope it goes for the same for my classmates too... all the best worz everyone... i'm now really looking forward to sending TW mich, lydia and YX off to Beijing and oso maven 21st birthday... hope we have alot of class gatherings in the near future...

2008-02-28T00:06:00.002+08:00
long time no blog due to sch work and dating... so completed yr already with a bad presentation for my project... dont think i did well for my paper oso but i noe i did try my veri best to complete the papers. some slight comfilcts with my proj members but somehow it seems to be slove...

todae was oso the dae which i noe my IPP(attachment) company and i was posted to DSTA which is an gov com. pay wise was soso not high oso but still alright... bascically everything still goes the way i wanna it to be juz hope tt i can have a gd IPP and learn alot of stuff and make ne friends and have a even better releationship with my dear dear... heex...

2007-11-03T23:42:00.000+08:00
A Personality Test result which is think i quite true for mos of the parts...

Neuroticism : 79
Extraversion : 79
Openness To Experience : 33
Agreeableness : 31
Conscientiousness : 45

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To
others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

Neuroticism
Overall Score : 79
Anxiety : 70
Anger : 80
Depression : 77
Self-Consciousness : 46
Immoderation : 53
Vulnerability : 90

You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating
activities. You are not generally self conscious about yourself. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

Extraversion
Overall Score : 79
Friendliness : 70
Gregariousness : 80
Assertiveness : 68
Activity Level : 76
Excitement-Seeking : 63
Cheerfulness : 65

You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. You find the company of others pleasantly stimulating and rewarding, and you enjoy the excitement that crowds provide. You like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. You are
usually the leader in group activities. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You enjoy some excitement and risk taking in your life. You have a generally cheerful disposition.

Openness To Experience
Overall Score : 33
Imagination : 4
Artistic Interests : 45
Emotionality : 44
Adventurousness : 40
Intellect : 35
Liberalism : 73

You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of
adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.

Agreeableness
Overall Score : 31
Trust : 75
Morality : 0
Altruism : 57
Cooperation : 26
Modesty : 32
Sympathy : 50

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are
imposing on you. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness
Overall Score 45
Self-Efficacy : 59
Orderliness : 24
Dutifulness : 59
Achievement-Striving : 72
Self-Discipline : 67
Cautiousness : 16

You are moderately confident that you can achieve the goals you set yourself. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.

2007-10-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

yuppies... i'm 19th yrs old liao... haha... thanks to everyone who wish mi/celebrate my birthday with mi... thanks alot...

on the 24th oct... was my celebration with my dear dear... tt day event was actually plan solely by her and she really made a veri fun day for mi. after my lesson at 1pm she meet mi at yck platform b4 gg to tpy to buy some of her stuff den we went to suntec pastamaina to have our lunch... she sae tt she suppose to bring mi to serangoon to have steak de but due to time she cant (but is alright dear... we can go some other day). den she told mi tt she's gg to funan to by my present. at first i was wondering why she go there buy my present and wad is she gg to give to mi. to my surprise she bought mi a lappy bag. it was a bag tt during the holidays when we go and buy her Ipob case tt time i juz sae tt this is a nice bag and i really have no intention to buy it and she remember it and actually bought it for mi... this is really the first time tt i got totally nth to sae when a person give mi a present and wad's mre is something tt i juz sae and she really remember it...

the day went on by walking around suntec waiting for dinner time... i have this big feeling tt she is gg to bring mi to tony romas to have my dinner but she juz "lie" to mi saying nope and we r gg to somewhere else to have my dinner and of cos to my surprise again she really brought mi to tony romas and we have dinner there... really really really really a big thank you to my dear. after tt i brought her to the fountain of wealth to watch the laser show and she went to dedicate a song for mi... so touch... I lOVE YOU my dear

this is the present tt my dearest dear dear bought for mi :

this is the bag tt my dear bought for mi... nice hor...

this is the bear bear with stars folded inside by my dear
on my actually birthday... my dear dear actually plan with my frenz to celebrate with mi and even bought a cake for mi... honestly this is really my best birthday even celebrated in my 19 yrs... she even accompany mi till 5pm b4 gg to meet her mum at tpy... (i would really cherish her de). my classmate, of cos din forget my birthday, thanks to sumin, michelle, carlton, maven, lydia who gave mi the card and the present, and oso thanks to u all 0608 for wishing mi happy birthday tt day... thanks thanks thanks...
this is the present tt they gave to mi :

sumin's present : cowcow...
michelle,carlton,maven,lyida present : shirt

at night my god sis mum called mi to wait for her to walk over to my grandma hs the bus stop to pass mi my present. she is the person who has been giving mi present for the past 19 yrs really thank her alot. this is the present she gave mi :

the bag tt my god sis mum gave mi
this is the end of my post lastly this is all the present tt my beloved dear dear and my friends gave mi :
A great big thank you to everyone... thanks

2007-10-17T23:57:00.000+08:00
long time no blog since the end of exam... hmm... result out during the holidays and it seems ok to mi be... after calculation for juz this sem GPA i got like 3.1... so happy le finally broke the 3 make liao but den computed GPA still ike stay at 2.783... still nd mre effort to actually get the GPA up to 3 at the end of yr 3... anyway i got 2As, 2B+, 1C and 1D...

during the holidays i oso went to china for bout 10days... fun was fun but for bout 3 days onli cos the rest is really like visiting relative lor onli reaching the last 3 days when i went to senzhen den is like gg on a holiday lor... have alot of things to play and shop... haha...

yr2 sem2 have start and the speed of the lesson is like flying le lor... week 2 we r already having formal presentation le la... stress lor... and i got to rush for so many stuff nw la... anyway my birthday is coming tt means i'm walking nearer to the golden door tt will lead mi to (heaven/hell) and the Key to the door i'm oso getting soon le... haiz 19 liao le leh... so old le... haiz... anyway life still have to go on... looking forward to tt day even it makes mi feel old... really hope i can have a happy dae tt day... heex...

2007-09-02T03:46:00.000+08:00
yuppie... finally holidae le... the long awaited holidae is finally here... hmmm juz to tok bout exam... papers are most ok, some are easy and some are not so easy.

for finance paper was quite an easy paper... IPTNET was lucky cos went to jo hs to study tt dae an cy was there to teach us oso and wad he teach all came out... thanks cy for the teaching on tt dae... DBMS paper the ER model was quite tricky and the rest of the qn is easy juz tt i din study enough... E-Commerce paper wad the first paper tt i leave qn blank in the exam script... the qn was really testing something tt i totally din read up at all and therefore i cant even crap out some an for the teacher... last paper wad biz env and tt was the paper tt i got no mood to study at all... thinking tt tt one is the last paper i was already in a playing mood but den i finish the paper by craping... heex...

holidae starts planing was to have fun and play as much as i could as next sem is gg to ba another war... juz one thing sad bout this holidae is tt i'm gg to china for 10 days and cos of tt i totally can find a single job at all but den i juz hope tt it will not affect my holidae mood...

planning for the holidae... gg out with my sec sch frenz as we really veri long haven go out and shop, play and have fun le... gg to jo hs to play and carp with the rest and last but not least gg out with my dear dear...

first week of holidae has already been plan and is a whole week of fun... heex... ok le time to end this post cos is really late le... gtg slp le... happy holidays to all... :p

:: Updates ::

2007-08-11T02:09:00.000+08:00
hmm... kkz la... seems like ppl has been asking mi to update angin... tot of getting the photos and video den i do my update but seems like i'm juz too bz to get it frm my IC...

kkz... updates... result for my test and all those seems veri gd... onli got one test fail which is biz env.. and oso abit worried for tt... proj presentation was not a veri well done one... having alot is error due to my poor leadership...

recently got abit bz due to studying for exam and oso gg out with my dear... exam coming near liao therefore will not update for a while le... so sorrie tt spiderweb will nd to come out again... all the best to BI0608 and BI0708 for ur upcoming exam... and all the best to QTSS 'O' lv stud who is taking their oral soon... all the best to all of u... will update soon ba... getting late le... nite...

2007-06-30T23:24:00.000+08:00
haiz...stress ar...y did my proj nv ends... haiz... this week got my ICAs result back... for the first ICA i fail for this sem is biz environment... haiz... i onli got 17 out of 40 and my class onli got 3 person pass... wad a shame sia... and after i look at the paper... if i have study more bout the diagram den i will not have score this kind of result le.

as for the rest of the ICAs wad ok la din fail but oso not scoring high... having more proj like e-com, biz environment and biz comm is really gg to make mi mad... this proj for yr 2 seems nv ending and the requirements for them is all way too high for us to finish in a short period of time and with others proj on hand... wish tt the lecturer can be mre understanding

ytd went to hav dinner with my college and it was oso a "farewell" for one of them as she is gg overseas for her future studies for 1 and a half yrs... hope she study well there and enjoy herself

finally got an ans for a qn tt i have always wanna noe and lucky the ans is a positive one... yuppies.... thanks thanks thanks man... will treasure wa i have now de...

2007-06-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

hmm... kkz la marcus i will now update my blog le... heex...

finally VO2007 is over and everything on tt dae went veri smooth and everything went ahead of time and after tt we went to AMK to have out dinner together as a committee... was veri fun lor cos we really tok bout anything "under the moon" haha...

went to Malaysia during the holidays and i did something tt ppl will not think of... i went to dye my hair... heex actually was juz cos the price there wad cheap and i juz dye for fun but when i was back everyone called mi chao ah beng... heex... here are some of the ah beng pics...: maybe being an ah beng juz for the once will be alright ba... heex...

currently bz with all my proj which is flooding mi and can sae as killing mi cos is a really a lack of time already... hope will be able to meet the deadline tt the lec set for us ba...

back to proj liao... still dont do i can really die le... tata...

:: back ::

2007-05-20T00:25:00.000+08:00
yoz... sorrie guys.. i noe tt i got spiderwebs on my blog liao cos i lazy to to update... haha.... ok wad can i sae... hmm... oya... my presentation for the proposal has over liao... at first we tot tt we will get own by the lecturer but the ebd result is tt we own the lecturer... we were super happy tt day la... but things are not gg tt smooth though... 2 weeks later... tt is this thurs... we got own by the lecturer liao and i almosted shoted at the lecturer luckily one of my grpmate intercept mi and tok to the lecturer if not i really donno wad i gg to sae...

after tt my tt grpmate went to tell mi the the lecturer wanted us to cool down but i juz cant cos i juz cant take the attitude tt she use to give us comments for our e-com proj.. if she were to use a better tone den everything will be diff liao but wad my grpmate sae is oso rite which is when we go out to the working world in the future... the ppl there will not show us the kind of attuide tt we wanted....

and oso bout the biz com lesson i having now... i was late ,or can sae tt i dun bother to go when i was late for 30 mins, and now my attendance has drop to 89.9% liao... is super risky for mi la... haiz if i were to be late for another time hor... den i will see 0708 and have lesson with them for biz com 2 liao.... haiz...

test for biz com has juz take place on fri... the test seems easy to mi but i noe i will not score well den cos my lang is not there to pass well or i can sae i may not pass this test lor but den this test of mine is 25% of the overall result and biz com got no exam and if this buang.. den my biz com will gone case anytime liao...

next week i gg to have my IPNET nd DBMS test on mon and fri respectively. for IPNET the test is up to subnet where i still can take it... but DBMS i really noe nuts bout it cos every lec i was slping... tut was copy blinely and prat was doing anyhow-ly... so i really donno how to even pass this module... haiz... juz wish mi luck for fri ba... and oso i may get my result back for biz com on fri as well so i think tt dae is my death dae ba... zzzzzz

now for my event thingy... the booth for VoiceOut has started liao... ppl who r intersted for my event can juz go down to the booth at blk L and south or u can contact mi or tag on my tag board... the audition will be on the 29th and 30th may and the finals is in the 6th june so hope to see u all there at the booth for next week...

and for todae... supose to have an overnight BBQ de but due to my sis having a fever of 39.3 degree we did not go but have a lot of things to eat at home... eat till veri full sia.... but heard tt the overnight BBQ have postpone to 2 weeks later so hope tt i can play well by den ba... haha...

hmm... think this is all i had for todae le ba... i nd to go and patch my COH so tt i can stay updated... so hope my this post can clear the spiderweb tt someone sae have alot on my blog de... haha lol... so gd nite everyone... tata....

:: busy ::

2007-04-28T19:58:00.000+08:00
haiz... after this weekend wil be super bz for mi liao as my event has already submitted the proposal and we (Logistic) nd to go out the purchase the items tt is required for the event like paint, paper, etc all these lor den we still nd to find where can we get the cardboard tt we nd for the props making.... bz sia...

other den tt i still rushing to finish the proj proposal so tt i will be able to hand in to the teacher in thurs... haiz... got alot of stuff donno how to do and oso i felt tt i dont noe alot of things even though it is week2 of yr2 liao... how sia how!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

haiz... bz, felt tt i din learn anything, feeling lost and lonely... oso donno y these feel days i felt lonely and lost sometimes in sch is like the feeling has juz came in to mi... but i dion show it cos i dont wanna others to noe... haiz....

ok la i think i better go study liao i got a GPA of 3.5 to achieve...

:: sian ::

2007-04-24T23:42:00.000+08:00
sian sian sian sian... super sian la... sch started and i dont seems tt i can pay attention in lec... wad has happen to mi where has the feel to study tt has got into mi at sec 4 and 5... where has i gone to... i really hope i can get into a uni but i juz can seems to pay attention and if this goes on i dont think i can score well...

anyway. i will try to get tt feel back... recently or ytd i have juz somehow make a bet with Diana tt whoever got the highest will treat the other party... hope i dont lose in this cos Diana is bout the same standard with mi... getting quite bz with the voiceout pub design for the last week and not the design has been commented and the senior did not sae a single word bout my tags... so sad la... work do hard on it and get no comments back think I'm a gonner i design...

as for sch work i somehow find tt time is totally not enough for a yr 2 stud lor and i have juz found out tt i nd to hand in m E-commerce proj proposal by week three and i onli got a week to do this proposal sian lor...

things r juz getting so fast in yr 2 and i got no time to meet jy and kai for the next few weeks ba... sian la... kai b'dae is juz round the corner and i still haven plan anything for him and haven get him a present if i din get u a present hope u dont blame mi ya kai...

lastly i felt tt i have made mre frenz since i have join OGL as for yr1 and yr2 stud and i felt tt knowing mre ppl i sch is juz so gd lor is like u will be able to meet up with someone u noe anywhere in sch but juz donno y i felt tt the bonding for my class is getting weaker and i hope is tt we too ling din meet up with each other and tt is the course

so now i can onli hope tt things will go on well, have a gd b'dae party for kai and get the study mood tt i have for sec 4 and 5 back into action so tt i can get the target tt i wanna to achieve and meet the goals tt i wan...

:: sch start ::

2007-04-15T23:32:00.000+08:00
Sch is starting in a matter of hrs and i'm still awake now... slping late for the past month has made mi into a nite owl tt is unable to slp at nite but slp like a pig in the morning...haiz sch is gg to start liao how sia... think i nd to go for slping training again liao if not dont even think i can wake up early...

hmm...since sch is gg to start i nd to think back on stuff tt happen for the past 1 yr liao... things have past veri fast frm when i was juz a freshman being brought around NYP and now i bringing my freshies around... thinking back i seems veri slack in studies cos i din achieve the target of 3.5 tt i plan since the start of poly think i sill have the thinking of poly is super asy to pass and no nd to work hard de... lots of happy and unhappy stuff happen for the past 1 yr and i think i did grow up abit and i seems i can handle stuff better now den b4 and i not tt timid compared to the past mi when i dont even dare to approach a person tt i dont noe.... seems like OGL this thing oso help mi in my growth.

as for wad i personally think of my past yr... i think i wasted alot of time of doing something tt i'm not suppose to, relationship(rs). i should have spen mre time into studies and not thinking of wadever rs tt i will be in or these stuff... and friendship this think to mi i will cherish it well de cos i dont have much even i got oso donno how real tt friendship is. but wadever the case i still treat everyone the same everyone is a frenz.

so anyway i noe tt i have slack for the past 1 yr and i still have a target to achieve... LISTEN UP GOH HONG SUM,DARWIN... u r gg to uni and u have a GPA of 3.5 to achieve after the 3 yrs in poly and NO MORE SLACKING AND START WORKING HARD...

:: OGL chalet ::

2007-04-13T23:48:00.000+08:00
the OGLs chalet tt i have juz went was not as exciting as my class chalet but compare to wad i'm gg to expect b4 gg there was way above wad i expected...

ytd b4 i went for the chalet i went to cycle with some other OGLs and guess wad... i was imprison... but not tt prison tt u r thinking... i was imprison in a CC for an hr for the RAIN to stop... we pay for 2 hr of bicycle juz to cycle for less den an hr... veri not worth it sia...

after tt we went to the chalet... it was in aranda country club and the rm there was really big and it looks mre like an resort/hotel den a chalet to mi... the whole place was so classy and i make mi tot tt i was in another country for an holiday...

at nite we went to have BBQ but worse to worse at 6+ when we were BBQing the RAIN started again and we all got to run back to the chalet and wait for the rain to stop and was funny was... someone sae next time we plan for a BBQ muz oso plan for a contingency plan as wad muz we do when it was raining... really sia.. plan for the orientation till BBQ oso think the same way... but anyway the rain did stop and we all cont to have out BBQ...

thinking all ppl waited for so long den get to eat... everyone was like hungry ghost mre den a human to mi... i din even really get to eat much. after tt we went back to the chalet to shower and have fun inside and we even got to drink but prob arise... ppl who noes how to drink din drink much and ppl who donno how to drink drink till high and so call create some trouble... but at the end of the dae we still manage to get them to slp...

even though i tot of not slping for the chalet but i still slp at 6+ this morning on the table... but it was not a nice one having to slp and awake and slp... haiz... i wanna slp on the bed... and all woke up at 930 in the morning and we did abit of freshen up and have our breakfast cum lunch at 11... and i went hm at 230 this afternoon and have a gd slp at hm... still hm is the best...

so fun times is gg to finish, sch starting next week and i really hope time can stop at the orientation cos i really do miss them and i dont wanna start sch sia...
orientation is fun... and my timetable sux lor... haiz anyway accept the truth lor and work hard towards my goal of gg to U and achieve a GPA of 3.5 at the end of 3 yrs... tt's all for todae... tata...

::Orientation::

2007-04-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

Phew... the 4 days of orientation is finally over and the skit for the grand finale is quite successfully ... but juz i miss my freshies alot sia... the joy and laughter they brought to us OGLs and the experience they gave mi a really veri diff frm my own orientation...

the first day when i first got them they r really as cold as an ice and when u tok to them is either they don't reply u or they juz ans ur qn... but as time goes by the gals started to open up and started o make the class abit lively... as norm the first days was to do all the admin stuff and to pick dancers and this yr there's this course play tt individual dip will compete with each other. day 1 end with most of the ppl started to bond together and tt make mi think tt i did quite a gd job to make them tok... but no matter wad it still gotto depends to them to open up or not.

day 2 we OGLs meet them for breakfast at mcd in the morning but we OGLs were already in sch 30 min b4 they reach... todae was something mre fun as almost the whole class started to bond together but except for the boys. after lunch jason gotto bring 4 ppl to blk E to settle some admin stuff so i was left with the class to look after them so i ask them to do their class cheer at first no one wanted to start discussing the cheer but this cant go on so the gals (sherlyn and cheryl) started the ball rolling first. i'm juz so sorrie tt i'm not able to help u guys out for the cheer thingy cos i'm really bad in making cheers not i dont wanna help but i'm still proud of u guys getting 2nd for the cheer comp... u guys made mi proud and oso did a gd job. but i found out tt the mood of the class started to go down when the tele-match was cancel at tt point in time i did not really noe wad to do cos the mood of the class was really way down but in the end they bring up the mood themselves and oso made mi and jason have a hard time thinking of the game "around the world is eighty days." and "if this a 1 and this is 2 where is 3"

day 3 i onli got half a day with them... haiz... but nether less the day started with a library tour where i brought them to library to show them around (even though i did not really go the the library often) i did my best to show them around and oso to explain the stuff in the library. after tt we brought them to the atrium to wait for the fire drill to finish at blk L so tt they can have their PCs hand on lesson and we took a photo:

tt was the second class photo tt we took together as an grp the first was the second day during the cheer comp. once we reach blk L we started the PCs hands on lesson and i oso distributed the contact list to them. but den the time for mi to leave the class to have my trial run is coming near so i tell them wad i noe and after lunch i went to LTS-2 for the trial run.. the first trial run was a horror and was really shit cos we did not have alot of time to practices den during the second trial run the senior help us by pointing out our mistake and wad can be use to enhance scene by scene and it turn out to be a super super funny one.

day 4 the day of the grand finale, woke up super early todae and reach sch by 730. went into the audi to practices ourselves but we dont seems we have lot of time to do so cos the dancers and the course play ppl wanna to practices on stage and we actor were all squeeze in the changing rm to have our own practices. finally the time for us to go on stage and oso tt is the time tt we all fear most as the finale ppl sae they screw up the first part of the and all is up to us and tt was the most stressful time i ever gotton in my live facing 1000 ppl and all ppl is tell u to produce a gd show and ur freashies is out there looking a mi performing but once up on stage i some how get into the performance and once the skit was over it was really so relax and i quickly took off my props and change to meet my freshies and we took quite a no. of photos here r some one of them
but wad i din expect is tt they brought something for my... so touching and in it still got msg written by them... was so touch and i really got no words to sae other den thanks... after tt we brought them to the north canteen for their lunch and they all really enjoy it and they oso discuss tt they r gg to go out next week as a class and r oso gg to invited us OGLs along... so sweet of them lor... after lunch they all went hm and i really dont wish this orientation is over cos i miss all of them alot really alot.... but life still goes on and hope tt we all will keep in touch together and oso have lots of outing together...

lastly juz wanna sae thanks to you guys giving mi such an exciting week and orientation and oso thanks for the bk tt u all gave mi i really like it alot and hope tt u all tack care and cya soon... stop here todae... cos my mum wanna mi to do things but tt is all of the 4 days of orientation but there's still mre tt words can't describe...

:: take note ::

2007-03-25T22:05:00.000+08:00
b4 i start blogging... let mi tel u something... nv to eat buffet for 2 times a day... dun to a personal experience todae... this morning i was to attend my grandma birthday and it was held at sakura (science center), at night i as suppose to attend m god sis bro b'dae and it was oso held at sakura (orchard shopping center)... after the dinner at night i almost felt like vomiting all the food out tt i have eaten... so therefore best not to have 2 buffet in a dae... if tt ever happen again... i think i will no go liao...

back to blogging... tml is my supp paper liao and I'm having a mix feeling now. As in like feeling veri relax but yet includes the nervousness in it... my tutor said tt the format of the supp is the same as the main paper so it is like a veri big hint to us and oso during the remedial class the tutor juz went through the main paper onli... but i'm still afraid tt tml i will get blank when i get into the exam hall... haiz... later still nd to study...

tml morning will be the paper and i super pack with my time the next week cos of the java certification course and of cos with the OLG thingy... the OGL thingy is really fun cos i get to noe mre new friends and oso learn lots of stuff there...

as for Jia Yun and Jun Kai... i'm sorrie tt i nd to cancel the meeting this coming Fri... but i hope i will be able to meet u all on the 5 Apr right after my school orientation... so i will plan the stuf and tell u guys again...

ok la... time to study liao and be prepared for tml supp paper... do leave my a tag in my tag box ya... haha... =)

:: Result ::

2007-03-21T12:33:00.000+08:00
Result is out… guess wad… I got 1 dist, 1A, 1B, 1C+, 2D and 1F… and so wad if I got a dist when my GPA still drop by 0.1… so jie yong u r not the onli person whose GPA drop by 0.1… haha… ytd night was the night tt is the worse… thinking of wad to do in the near future wad really a hassle.

But after all those thinking I got last night… I think I have made up my mind to get into IT liao… looking at the result… the B, D, F all is biz de. Den the dist, A, C+ is IT de… so tt’s is telling mi IT is a better choice for mi liao. And I oso have enrolled for the java donno wad thingy tt ms teo send us de…

Recently helping out as OGL (Orientation Group Leader)… tt place seems so messy lor like having war or trying to rush a big project frm a big company. But overall being an OGL is fun la… I oso donno y I wanted to be an OGL when I entered NYP last yr, but now I get to do it liao so don’t care le la juz do my best can liao.

I noe tt many ppl is still trying to find out why did I juz ran out of the chalet tt night… seriously is not cos of the joke tt mich and eric is saying bout mi… it was something else. So don’t really put the blame on them, they oso donno wad is happening to mi either…

Ok so wad ever the case is I nd to really study hard starting now so tt I will be able to pass my supp and in long term I will be able to get into university…. Thinking back of mi wanting to get into a pure biz course is really a stupid thinking in the past… I was juz veri lucky tt I was able to get into DBI (Dip in Business Informatics). Lucky tt there was IT for mi as a back up if not I think my GPA is gg to get like 2.0 or so ba…

So no matter wad I promise myself to study hard and at the end of yr 2 I wan to get at least a GPA of 3.2… I noe is hard but I nd to do so…

:: Amazing ::

2007-03-13T23:37:00.000+08:00
things a juz so amazing a person who din really study compared to a person who puts in effort who u think will score better... mostly ppl will sae is the one who study hard for it will score better bu i can tell u is not always true.

one gd example is bout my brother... i study hard for my 'O' levels and i onli got 17 for my L1R4. compareing to him who dont put studies in mine and even was late for his 'O' levels can score 14 for his L1R4... wad has this world turn into...

ppl sae tt he is born smart but i think otherwise. i will not sae tt he is stupid but he is surely lucky for his paper tt yr... i still belive tt a person who puts in effort is wad ever he does will achive better result den the others and he even got into dip chem eng is SP wad the... i still nd to appel to get into NYP and he juz got in with JAE... haiz

seems like i do really nd to put ion double the effort to score well for my second yr liao... i dont put high hope for my result for this sem.. starting was a target of GPA 3.5 but now if i got GPA 3 will be quite gd for mi liao...

wish mi all the best for the result tt is coming out on the 21th mar and i hope u all will read a happy post and not a sad one....

tata.........................

:: fun time over ::

2007-03-11T22:45:00.000+08:00
exam's over, chalet over and now is juz to wait for the exam result liao... so for the exam i really got no confidence tt my econ will be ale to pass cos after doing the paper i have already have my mind prepared for sub liao. sounds weird hor but it is true.

toking bout chalet. it was really a fun one i have and oso the longest one. this is the first time i had a chalet tt is to stay for 4 days and wad's better... i got to swim... heex... long time din swim liao, really had a great time swimming(playing water) haha...

so wad i did in the chalet wad bbq having to eat pizza and see my classmate play lots of PS2 haha and oso watch DVD in the middle of the night and play lots of dia di... though i cant really post any pic up yet cos i haven received any yet but if u wanna see any of the pics tt i have u can juz click on the photo bucket link on the left of my blog.

hmm... i can oso sae tt this chalet almost the whole class has gone and even fireman(LKP) and our PEM has oso gone to the chalet to play with us. it was really a fun time to have them in out class chalet cos they gave us lots of fun and laughter.

oya and oso the new betting style in dai di was no mre using money liao. for us use 10 push-up for who ever lost in the game... cool huh and it really made us do lots of "training"and causes pain in the hand... heex.

so now fun times over and i still cant find any jobs... hope i will get a call soon so tt i can start work and earn money as i really nd them now and hope i noe wad am i doing for wad am i facing.

:: unexpected error ::

2007-02-28T22:28:00.000+08:00
consider this... getting an unexpected error when u din noe where u got it frm and reformatting the laptop... lucky or unlucky... sigh

trying to fix the error in my lappy for half of the afternoon and made it worse and started to cal Acer like mad to find out wad will i nd to do when i reformatted my lappy and spend the rest of the afternoon and the evening reformatting and reinstalling all programs... it juz so unlucky for mi to get these stuff

seriously i oso donno wad is in my lappy at tt point of time i juz noe tt i cant start my explorer.exe when i start my lappy so i decided to reformat it and all my emo all lost saded haiz

ok lets get into studies liao tml is my last paper and i gg to have my holidays and yahoo!!!!! money money come... haha... all for now nd to study liao... post again soon... heex

:: backies::

2007-02-27T12:35:00.000+08:00

wad a sad thing can happen to mi this year... WHY EXAM IS AFTER CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!! i really hate tt to happen lor... on the 4th day of cny and i gotto study stat and the rest of the paper... wad a stress thing to do when ppl is taking ang pao and u holding a bk... haiz hope the papers will juz go well even though i crap up my econ paper todae, i hope things will still goes well in the new year

ok back to toking stories frm the time i stop blogging till now... lots of things has happen. frm presonal to studies to family prob to friendship...etc. it is really a problem to settle all those problem and most of the time mre prob will arise when u r sloving the prob...

prob and still prob... as for now i'm trying to settle my past yr friendship prob and hope i will be able to make it... prob in studies seems to be settle but juz left for the exam to strive for, family looks ok for the time being... juz tt sometime my dad still dont understands mi

As for personal... tt's include money and relationship liao. money is tt i juz dont have enough to spend for the week but tt can be slove easily but for relationship... the same things happen over and over again....
sometimes i really dont understand why. why juz i cant get the result i wan... why cant i juz have the truth tt i wan... i really dont mind if the truth is tt i was not choosen but wad i mind is tt no one tell mi anything and i'm the one who needs to find out everything izzit tt somethings bad... even though can be together, close fren still can be de wad... really is sad to noe wad has happen and it all happen like within a day... sad-ed

hiaz... lets put sad things aside and for some happy news... for the project moudle tt i was bz in for the whole sem and have a moudle credit of 8... mi got into the dist grp... even though it is still not dist yet, i was still happy tt i got into the dist grp... really thanks to my grp member who supported mi and reco mi to the lec.. thanks man...

really hope result be out all pass adn nd not to take supp paper and i hope my whole class get wa they wan and everyone enjoy in our class chalet

next entries will be either after the exam or after the result is release... hope u enjoy reading my blog... x)