Saturday, April 28, 2007
ã?? what behind my shadow. 7:58 PM ã?�
haiz... after this weekend wil be super bz for mi liao as my event has already submitted the proposal and we (Logistic) nd to go out the purchase the items tt is required for the event like paint, paper, etc all these lor den we still nd to find where can we get the cardboard tt we nd for the props making.... bz sia...

other den tt i still rushing to finish the proj proposal so tt i will be able to hand in to the teacher in thurs... haiz... got alot of stuff donno how to do and oso i felt tt i dont noe alot of things even though it is week2 of yr2 liao... how sia how!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

haiz... bz, felt tt i din learn anything, feeling lost and lonely... oso donno y these feel days i felt lonely and lost sometimes in sch is like the feeling has juz came in to mi... but i dion show it cos i dont wanna others to noe... haiz....

ok la i think i better go study liao i got a GPA of 3.5 to achieve...


Tuesday, April 24, 2007
ã?? what behind my shadow. 11:42 PM ã?�
sian sian sian sian... super sian la... sch started and i dont seems tt i can pay attention in lec... wad has happen to mi where has the feel to study tt has got into mi at sec 4 and 5... where has i gone to... i really hope i can get into a uni but i juz can seems to pay attention and if this goes on i dont think i can score well...

anyway. i will try to get tt feel back... recently or ytd i have juz somehow make a bet with Diana tt whoever got the highest will treat the other party... hope i dont lose in this cos Diana is bout the same standard with mi... getting quite bz with the voiceout pub design for the last week and not the design has been commented and the senior did not sae a single word bout my tags... so sad la... work do hard on it and get no comments back think I'm a gonner i design...

as for sch work i somehow find tt time is totally not enough for a yr 2 stud lor and i have juz found out tt i nd to hand in m E-commerce proj proposal by week three and i onli got a week to do this proposal sian lor...

things r juz getting so fast in yr 2 and i got no time to meet jy and kai for the next few weeks ba... sian la... kai b'dae is juz round the corner and i still haven plan anything for him and haven get him a present if i din get u a present hope u dont blame mi ya kai...

lastly i felt tt i have made mre frenz since i have join OGL as for yr1 and yr2 stud and i felt tt knowing mre ppl i sch is juz so gd lor is like u will be able to meet up with someone u noe anywhere in sch but juz donno y i felt tt the bonding for my class is getting weaker and i hope is tt we too ling din meet up with each other and tt is the course

so now i can onli hope tt things will go on well, have a gd b'dae party for kai and get the study mood tt i have for sec 4 and 5 back into action so tt i can get the target tt i wanna to achieve and meet the goals tt i wan...


Sunday, April 15, 2007
ã?? what behind my shadow. 11:32 PM ã?�
Sch is starting in a matter of hrs and i'm still awake now... slping late for the past month has made mi into a nite owl tt is unable to slp at nite but slp like a pig in the morning...haiz sch is gg to start liao how sia... think i nd to go for slping training again liao if not dont even think i can wake up early...

hmm...since sch is gg to start i nd to think back on stuff tt happen for the past 1 yr liao... things have past veri fast frm when i was juz a freshman being brought around NYP and now i bringing my freshies around... thinking back i seems veri slack in studies cos i din achieve the target of 3.5 tt i plan since the start of poly think i sill have the thinking of poly is super asy to pass and no nd to work hard de... lots of happy and unhappy stuff happen for the past 1 yr and i think i did grow up abit and i seems i can handle stuff better now den b4 and i not tt timid compared to the past mi when i dont even dare to approach a person tt i dont noe.... seems like OGL this thing oso help mi in my growth.

as for wad i personally think of my past yr... i think i wasted alot of time of doing something tt i'm not suppose to, relationship(rs). i should have spen mre time into studies and not thinking of wadever rs tt i will be in or these stuff... and friendship this think to mi i will cherish it well de cos i dont have much even i got oso donno how real tt friendship is. but wadever the case i still treat everyone the same everyone is a frenz.

so anyway i noe tt i have slack for the past 1 yr and i still have a target to achieve... LISTEN UP GOH HONG SUM,DARWIN... u r gg to uni and u have a GPA of 3.5 to achieve after the 3 yrs in poly and NO MORE SLACKING AND START WORKING HARD...


Friday, April 13, 2007
ã?? what behind my shadow. 11:48 PM ã?�
the OGLs chalet tt i have juz went was not as exciting as my class chalet but compare to wad i'm gg to expect b4 gg there was way above wad i expected...

ytd b4 i went for the chalet i went to cycle with some other OGLs and guess wad... i was imprison... but not tt prison tt u r thinking... i was imprison in a CC for an hr for the RAIN to stop... we pay for 2 hr of bicycle juz to cycle for less den an hr... veri not worth it sia...

after tt we went to the chalet... it was in aranda country club and the rm there was really big and it looks mre like an resort/hotel den a chalet to mi... the whole place was so classy and i make mi tot tt i was in another country for an holiday...

at nite we went to have BBQ but worse to worse at 6+ when we were BBQing the RAIN started again and we all got to run back to the chalet and wait for the rain to stop and was funny was... someone sae next time we plan for a BBQ muz oso plan for a contingency plan as wad muz we do when it was raining... really sia.. plan for the orientation till BBQ oso think the same way... but anyway the rain did stop and we all cont to have out BBQ...

thinking all ppl waited for so long den get to eat... everyone was like hungry ghost mre den a human to mi... i din even really get to eat much. after tt we went back to the chalet to shower and have fun inside and we even got to drink but prob arise... ppl who noes how to drink din drink much and ppl who donno how to drink drink till high and so call create some trouble... but at the end of the dae we still manage to get them to slp...

even though i tot of not slping for the chalet but i still slp at 6+ this morning on the table... but it was not a nice one having to slp and awake and slp... haiz... i wanna slp on the bed... and all woke up at 930 in the morning and we did abit of freshen up and have our breakfast cum lunch at 11... and i went hm at 230 this afternoon and have a gd slp at hm... still hm is the best...

so fun times is gg to finish, sch starting next week and i really hope time can stop at the orientation cos i really do miss them and i dont wanna start sch sia...
orientation is fun... and my timetable sux lor... haiz anyway accept the truth lor and work hard towards my goal of gg to U and achieve a GPA of 3.5 at the end of 3 yrs... tt's all for todae... tata...


Saturday, April 7, 2007
ã?? what behind my shadow. 7:38 PM ã?�


Phew... the 4 days of orientation is finally over and the skit for the grand finale is quite successfully ... but juz i miss my freshies alot sia... the joy and laughter they brought to us OGLs and the experience they gave mi a really veri diff frm my own orientation...

the first day when i first got them they r really as cold as an ice and when u tok to them is either they don't reply u or they juz ans ur qn... but as time goes by the gals started to open up and started o make the class abit lively... as norm the first days was to do all the admin stuff and to pick dancers and this yr there's this course play tt individual dip will compete with each other. day 1 end with most of the ppl started to bond together and tt make mi think tt i did quite a gd job to make them tok... but no matter wad it still gotto depends to them to open up or not.

day 2 we OGLs meet them for breakfast at mcd in the morning but we OGLs were already in sch 30 min b4 they reach... todae was something mre fun as almost the whole class started to bond together but except for the boys. after lunch jason gotto bring 4 ppl to blk E to settle some admin stuff so i was left with the class to look after them so i ask them to do their class cheer at first no one wanted to start discussing the cheer but this cant go on so the gals (sherlyn and cheryl) started the ball rolling first. i'm juz so sorrie tt i'm not able to help u guys out for the cheer thingy cos i'm really bad in making cheers not i dont wanna help but i'm still proud of u guys getting 2nd for the cheer comp... u guys made mi proud and oso did a gd job. but i found out tt the mood of the class started to go down when the tele-match was cancel at tt point in time i did not really noe wad to do cos the mood of the class was really way down but in the end they bring up the mood themselves and oso made mi and jason have a hard time thinking of the game "around the world is eighty days." and "if this a 1 and this is 2 where is 3"

day 3 i onli got half a day with them... haiz... but nether less the day started with a library tour where i brought them to library to show them around (even though i did not really go the the library often) i did my best to show them around and oso to explain the stuff in the library. after tt we brought them to the atrium to wait for the fire drill to finish at blk L so tt they can have their PCs hand on lesson and we took a photo:


tt was the second class photo tt we took together as an grp the first was the second day during the cheer comp. once we reach blk L we started the PCs hands on lesson and i oso distributed the contact list to them. but den the time for mi to leave the class to have my trial run is coming near so i tell them wad i noe and after lunch i went to LTS-2 for the trial run.. the first trial run was a horror and was really shit cos we did not have alot of time to practices den during the second trial run the senior help us by pointing out our mistake and wad can be use to enhance scene by scene and it turn out to be a super super funny one.


day 4 the day of the grand finale, woke up super early todae and reach sch by 730. went into the audi to practices ourselves but we dont seems we have lot of time to do so cos the dancers and the course play ppl wanna to practices on stage and we actor were all squeeze in the changing rm to have our own practices. finally the time for us to go on stage and oso tt is the time tt we all fear most as the finale ppl sae they screw up the first part of the and all is up to us and tt was the most stressful time i ever gotton in my live facing 1000 ppl and all ppl is tell u to produce a gd show and ur freashies is out there looking a mi performing but once up on stage i some how get into the performance and once the skit was over it was really so relax and i quickly took off my props and change to meet my freshies and we took quite a no. of photos here r some one of them

but wad i din expect is tt they brought something for my... so touching and in it still got msg written by them... was so touch and i really got no words to sae other den thanks... after tt we brought them to the north canteen for their lunch and they all really enjoy it and they oso discuss tt they r gg to go out next week as a class and r oso gg to invited us OGLs along... so sweet of them lor... after lunch they all went hm and i really dont wish this orientation is over cos i miss all of them alot really alot.... but life still goes on and hope tt we all will keep in touch together and oso have lots of outing together...


lastly juz wanna sae thanks to you guys giving mi such an exciting week and orientation and oso thanks for the bk tt u all gave mi i really like it alot and hope tt u all tack care and cya soon... stop here todae... cos my mum wanna mi to do things but tt is all of the 4 days of orientation but there's still mre tt words can't describe...