Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Yes i finally 守得云开见月明了... the hard times for mi and her in the RS will be over real soon but the wave of studies have juz crash onto mi... i have to actaully study for a test which is tested 8am in the morning... haiz...
wed meeing SBS for the meeting about the bus shealter thingy so wed afternoon will be gone as well... thurs for enter presentation and fri KM submit... haix... stress... hope things work well for mi in studies too...
*i promise to nv hurt u again...*
Saturday, January 17, 2009
why does people always lose something b4 they will learn how to cherish it... there is a Chinese saying that says "失去了才懂得去珍惜". i find this phase is veri true. it is juz like how i am now... back when we are tgt we told each other that we will not take this RS for granted and we will try our best to maintain this RS till the dae we walk on the red carpet. but after like 1 yr or so things started to change. i start to take it as though tt she will always be there for mi and i dont really nd to go about maintaining this RS and i change to a person tt i am not like tt... i dont scold gals and dont make gals hurt but i did all onto her... i noe i'm sorrie for tt but things have already happen i can do nth about it oso... i tried to return the ring to her but she sae no as she still have feelings for mi and all she wanted is to separate so tt i could learn to be a better person. but on the other hand a strong opponent is coming my way to get her from mi and this guys is actually my friend. whey i sae so is cos when we have prob at the start of the yr he is the one tt tells mi to get her back and he step out of this whole incident but once dear dear wrote on her blog tt she is single but not available the next dae he told mi tt she is not the type for mi so dont waste my time on her... this i jus so like too coincidence. i start to find tt my class is planning some stuff to make mi lose everything and at the same time get dear dear aways from mi... i nd some light as to how to get myself back... all i nd is to get myself back and i have a better chance to get dear dear back to mi as well but i noe my chance are slim and i will be waiting as i promise you in the last post. this like i got to get myself back up to settle my notes first so post another time...
ps. dear dear i really love you veri much... i will wait for u and i will change... i PROMISE.
why do things happen in the way tt i do not like... in friendship or relationship... i tot of introducing my gf to my classmate is so tt when she got prob and i'm not around there are still ppl to help her and y does my friend went to like her... and this jan 2009 is not something nice for mi to go through... i got a "break up" with her and my friendship is gone... y does things always happen in the way tt i dont like... i really wish i can be like wad i am last time when i first met her... y i juz can accept the fact tt this RS is already like this and i got to start all over again if i wanna to get her back to mi...
she promise mi tt she nv took the 1 yr 7 mth of RS for nothing and i noe she mean it but juz tt i got this classmate tt is like much better den mi tt is gg after her... i donno if i can win him anot... i actually can predict wad is gg to happen... i once predict tt mi and her will break up one day and this happen... i really hope one dae i got a prediction is tt mi and her gg back tgt again... i hope to get her back to mi within 2 mths cos i dont wanna us to be apart for too long and this will like make us hard to get back...
my promise to her todae is even we "broke up" in mi i still treat her as my GF and i will nv give up... even i gg to work, study or have training overseas i will still wait for her... to mi i have already take her veri seriously le... i really wish tt we can be back tgt... i really hope so... and i hope god can bless us to be back tgt again cos i really wish to pay back to her all the hurt i gave to her... i feel really down now but i cant show to her how i really feel... i guess this will be the onli place for mi to release all my sorrows ba....
forget the past, cherish the present, and hope for a better future this is wad i believed in and i will hope tt she will bet back to mi one dae... god bless..............
