Saturday, January 17, 2009
ã?? what behind my shadow. 2:32 AM ã?�
why do things happen in the way tt i do not like... in friendship or relationship... i tot of introducing my gf to my classmate is so tt when she got prob and i'm not around there are still ppl to help her and y does my friend went to like her... and this jan 2009 is not something nice for mi to go through... i got a "break up" with her and my friendship is gone... y does things always happen in the way tt i dont like... i really wish i can be like wad i am last time when i first met her... y i juz can accept the fact tt this RS is already like this and i got to start all over again if i wanna to get her back to mi...

she promise mi tt she nv took the 1 yr 7 mth of RS for nothing and i noe she mean it but juz tt i got this classmate tt is like much better den mi tt is gg after her... i donno if i can win him anot... i actually can predict wad is gg to happen... i once predict tt mi and her will break up one day and this happen... i really hope one dae i got a prediction is tt mi and her gg back tgt again... i hope to get her back to mi within 2 mths cos i dont wanna us to be apart for too long and this will like make us hard to get back...

my promise to her todae is even we "broke up" in mi i still treat her as my GF and i will nv give up... even i gg to work, study or have training overseas i will still wait for her... to mi i have already take her veri seriously le... i really wish tt we can be back tgt... i really hope so... and i hope god can bless us to be back tgt again cos i really wish to pay back to her all the hurt i gave to her... i feel really down now but i cant show to her how i really feel... i guess this will be the onli place for mi to release all my sorrows ba....

forget the past, cherish the present, and hope for a better future this is wad i believed in and i will hope tt she will bet back to mi one dae... god bless..............