Saturday, January 17, 2009
ã?? what behind my shadow. 12:22 PM ã?�
why does people always lose something b4 they will learn how to cherish it... there is a Chinese saying that says "失去了才懂得去珍惜". i find this phase is veri true. it is juz like how i am now... back when we are tgt we told each other that we will not take this RS for granted and we will try our best to maintain this RS till the dae we walk on the red carpet. but after like 1 yr or so things started to change. i start to take it as though tt she will always be there for mi and i dont really nd to go about maintaining this RS and i change to a person tt i am not like tt... i dont scold gals and dont make gals hurt but i did all onto her... i noe i'm sorrie for tt but things have already happen i can do nth about it oso... i tried to return the ring to her but she sae no as she still have feelings for mi and all she wanted is to separate so tt i could learn to be a better person. but on the other hand a strong opponent is coming my way to get her from mi and this guys is actually my friend. whey i sae so is cos when we have prob at the start of the yr he is the one tt tells mi to get her back and he step out of this whole incident but once dear dear wrote on her blog tt she is single but not available the next dae he told mi tt she is not the type for mi so dont waste my time on her... this i jus so like too coincidence. i start to find tt my class is planning some stuff to make mi lose everything and at the same time get dear dear aways from mi... i nd some light as to how to get myself back... all i nd is to get myself back and i have a better chance to get dear dear back to mi as well but i noe my chance are slim and i will be waiting as i promise you in the last post. this like i got to get myself back up to settle my notes first so post another time...

ps. dear dear i really love you veri much... i will wait for u and i will change... i PROMISE.